i love to run 

i love to run freely whenever i want , wake up and decide to just open the doors and run , in excitemnt in enjoyment in delight in harmony and with beautiful wings of life 

 i notice these children they are like they dont know about this world ,, playing like they dont have brains or controls ,, i see it as a little bit weird as when i was a child i have that sensitivity toward and i have that sense of responsibility and awarness i got touched by words , actions, things and behaviors around me here , there and everywhere ,, i did have my fantasy world the dreamy world that i loved and lived in ,, in fact as an imaginary kid i used my imagination a lot and still i am using it till now ,, its my identity as imaginative person and as my imagination creates my reality this is the reality that i am living in ,,, so yes its and it was a bit odd to me hahaha am i an old soul hahahah maybe

 music is a beautiful language a language that connects souls without barriers to study to understand ,, it transfers emotions , feelings and thoughts and enters the mind, the heart, the body and soul ,,connects times , places and people ,, an amazing language and with sincere intentions can change people lives to live this beautiful life with joy, amusement, excitement , peace, beauty and all the beautiful magic that spread here there everywhere,,, music is a beautiful and blessing langauge that enters you without a permission but a good ear to listen and authentic soul and heart to feel to dream to intertwine with to dance into the melodies of life. GOD BLESS .

 yesterday before sleep i came to again discover a new artist ,, a saxophonist who is really amazing and i came a cross him while watching his collab with another artist a violinist whom i discover few days ago i think it was this week when i discovered her ,, they made great collab that i kept pressing video after video until it was almost midnight while i supposedly go to sleep approximately an hour before ,, and i did watch some of his solo performances ,, yet i stopped my self to go to sleep so i can wake up ,, (since i have to wake up early these days ) the music they played and playing , the way they perform it ,, their outfits ,, their enjoyments and their energies ,, just transform throughout the screen as if you are with them in front of them ,, you feel the joy and the beauty .

type on youtube: Daniele_Vitale_Sax & KarolinaProtsenkoViolin

 i don't celebrate ramadan and eid ,, i stop doing so after learing thats they are man made ,, to encapsulate humans as other religions do ,, drifting people away from their true selves from their true missions and visions ,, causing not good changes in the long run and making people live in a lie ,,, i stop doing so and start to celebrate real freedom and wellbeing everyday cause they are ones of the true essences of life.

 take the enchanting morning dose everyday,,

i live the dream ,,

the enchanting and cozy dream ,, 

a magic spell all around me ,,

a symphony a harmony ,,

everyhing with a heart full of grace is dancing in glorious patterns with joyful feelings and delightful melodies ,, 

written on march 30th

 i lovve how clouds are gathering in early morning/ at dawn and still be there throughout the day cooling the weather down and raining ,, then they casuly slightly disappear at night,,,

 today i walked outside in the neighborhood as usual at 7 o'clock in the morning ,, the weather was quite breezy, cool and cloudy, i walked and explored the area, i looked up there into these houses those where located above each other cause of them being in the mountains,, the scenes were breathtaking , worth of long viewing as long as you can and me as usual being mesmerized and immersed into these beautiful views and while walking here and there one of cinderella's the anime osts was playing in my head as an ost for me as if i am hearing it through my ears, i just enjoyed being outside today's too me where everything turns into magical scene is always thankful and always grateful !! god bless !!!!!

 i saw a fairy tale !!!!! i saw a white four wings fairy tale stood on my phone while watching cinderella the anime ep !!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant describe how i felt the way i noticed it while looking at it closely and the way i realized it afterwards this is the 1st time i see such a creature and i am still in an aww whenever i remember it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

written on march 24th ,, at night !!

each time i see the moon i become mesmerized by its beauty!! each time!! though i see it for how uncountable times yet it has the eatheral beauty into it as each blessing in this universe has. 

written on march 24th,,

 this very early morning ,, i noticed the full moon shining brightly there up in the sky and then after approximately a hour i was watching the sky before sun light started as i do these days and i saw blue stars following each other one after one 1st one started and as it almost approaches the end wide of the sky the other one started to appeared and followed the same direction as the 1st one then as the 2nd one started to vanish the at the other side of the scene that i am watching the 3rd one appeared and so on the others followed until i counted the 10th one !!!!!! i was super surprised as i noticed this thing the 1st time in my life !!! what a beautiful magic !!

written on march 21st ,,

 i am in hargeisa,, the weather is quite strange here it was like summer no it was summer ,, 

today it gets foggy out of nowhere ,, i was sitting outside ,, the fog move as the tiniest droplets i can see it with my both eyes as if its a rain moving aside rain with the finest and th tiniest drops like رذاذ its strange i got outside the house and took pics from the inside and the outside ,, such a beautiful blessing out from thoae uncountable blessings that appeared mysteriously , surprisingly and beautifully to straight shoot into my heart and soul ❤️

i am jae's friend , i am jae's baby

 I've been ( I've started binge watching ) watching jae's friends show these days , jaejoong ... the beautiful human being that i really adore and that i really admire,,he is really a talented artist and i love this show for being like a vassel for him to be him self to show people who he is after being not on these kind of shows for long years ,, a breath of fresh start lovve him for being him self and being friendly with people and not intimidated by them ,, for being inspiring and the fact that i really want to be his friend super want hahaha ,,, i really get that comfortable , close friend conversations and have beautiful life interacting with each other from him ,, this really shows how sincere he is and how honest loveable thankful blissful grateful and beautiful he is ❤️

 jaejoong~a ive known ur existence since 2008 and know ur are a very talented artist and a very beautiful human being ,, 

you have been in my area and around me all the time, and i always admire you ,always respect and get inspired by you ,, i've always be here and there watching u and keep eyes on you from here and there ,, and i was a baby without me knowing 

 until you really shoot a big ... a huge arrow into my heart ❤️ 

i have dreams meeting you and have conversations as real friend with these deep conversations on a cruise without internet ... without distractions in those antarctica cold cool trips ,, and something as being in blue magic water all around us and the beautiful people in the same trip / cruise 

and to come to your show on one of these episodes 

i want to be your best friend ,, it's o.k with you, jaejoong?!

until the sunrise on 1st day