so i am living in my cousin house these days and what i noticed is that there is a school in front of the second door its a primary and kg school and there is on few steps from the house another branch of a university ,, hear kids and students talking and hear the classes bell is such a breath of fresh air ,,, this reminded me of the time i felt those feelings and what i wrote on thursady here in this blog hehe .

 18th may is around the corner and i went out side the down town yesterday after sunset and on saterday and yesterday was even more crowded and you can see the flags are everywhere and they are displaying them in more places in different formats and shapes wether being fabrics or lights or etc ,, more people were outside , just hanging and making that celebrating vibes everywhere hahaha ,, its nice to see this and witnessed them with my eyes ,, its such an experince and i am feeling o.k with it like as if i have experienced these things before hahaha .

 hello beautiful people,, so finally i catched up the mv and the song of nmixx called sonar and i lovvvvves it ( yesterday or the day before it ) ,, this group caught my attention long time ago and what i love about them the most and what make them stand out the most is their abilities to sing beautifully and strongly while doing the choreo ,, they reminded my of my boys monstax and what i lovve about artists beside their audios and visuals the way that you could enjoy their live stages each time you turned on one ,, cause they sing live which will add different flavors every time ,, and beside nmixx amazing abilities i lovvve their music and i watched their released mvs the last one being sonar ( i already catched up dash promotion which came after sonar before checking sonar hahaha ) and i will listen to their albums tracks ,, so i think i am an nswer.

 i lovvve long ride trips like the trains, ships and the buses when you see the road across the window following you the whole ride and you are in this ride for days not just one day and that really inspire you to write to communicate your emotions through art through papers through records entering your imaginative world away from everyrhing while being in this crowd of people that are joining the same trip with you being in the same vehicle ,, these are moments and clips of life that i lovvve and got to experience few times through buses , i want to experience this through trains and ships away from the internet and with good companion of people like the one i saw on youtube a was a trip on a train for a week as i could remember well that youtuber was for 2 days but some people he met there where there for a week and also the other video when another youtuber joined a ship trip for days with two couple who own the ship ,, these trips remained me of my past trips with the buses , cars and the planes ( though the plane ones were super short for 2~ 3 hours ) and i would love this year to join these trips in very comfortable , good and enjoyable vehicles ships and trains that are not exhausting and being lovelable and be in my own world enjoying AAAAAHHHHHHH ~ WHAT A FEEL ~~♡

also not to forget about the trip that i want to go to antarctica that youtber ( allison anderson ) who went into ~ AAAAAAHHHHHHH ~ PLEASE THIS YEAR TOO 

 i think i missed school and uni days (without the stress of course) ,, those days were i go to the dawam and have the time to control my freedom ,, i think for the past 11 years i was searching for that freedom longing for them , i think now i want and i get that freedom to go to places to engage with people at the same time to be in my own to go whenever and wherever i want and do whatever i want with the freedom of time , money , places etc

yesterday's sky after sunset

hello beautiful people ,, i am about to reach 4 months ( since january 22th ) since me being here in my motherland somaliland !! and i experienced doing things here and there ,, i want to talk a little about them,,

at 1st i attneded two weddings one the day i arrived ( i arrived on monday ) and the other one on thursday night ( which was a little more of a transition party than being a wedding party ) and these two weddings are for my relatives .

then i transfered from house to house betwen my aunts and my grandma.i went outside around our neighborhood area for walk and discover , went to a clinic and practiced there for few days and saw people behaviors there , looked at the sky and i remember that i saw different stars that were moving at dawns and the 1st time as i could remember that noticed the sparkling starts at night , that train like stars moving ,, the weird colorful sky that i saw at one of the evening at 5 p.m ,,etc 😳 the food ,, poeples behavious and knowledge , the huge effects of social medias here and how people are living in them and how people became separated and rarely come to see each other as they used to do so when i came here before on 2011 , became good at writing somali and reading it .

today's breakfast

 i love to run 

i love to run freely whenever i want , wake up and decide to just open the doors and run , in excitemnt in enjoyment in delight in harmony and with beautiful wings of life 

 i notice these children they are like they dont know about this world ,, playing like they dont have brains or controls ,, i see it as a little bit weird as when i was a child i have that sensitivity toward and i have that sense of responsibility and awarness i got touched by words , actions, things and behaviors around me here , there and everywhere ,, i did have my fantasy world the dreamy world that i loved and lived in ,, in fact as an imaginary kid i used my imagination a lot and still i am using it till now ,, its my identity as imaginative person and as my imagination creates my reality this is the reality that i am living in ,,, so yes its and it was a bit odd to me hahaha am i an old soul hahahah maybe