about age

 its really it doesn't really matter if you get married younger or older if you start working younger or older, if you did that or do that younger or older , that right age that we defined our selves with and want the whole world to follow it and if we just see someone out of it for a little bit we exclude them and we squeeze the world into

mornings and the whole days joys

 the nostalgic feelings i felt yesterday and more today , i was telling my younger sister hanan moments earlier about how i miss old days like back into end of 2013 , end of 2014 and 1st half of 2015 when they were all going to school , my older brother and my dad were going to work and me and my mom were working at home , the noises they made in the morning while going out , our neighbors too people in the street in general those morning noises that filled your soul and let you start your day with

some acts of being free for me

not being attach to things , to schedules that may cuff my hands and make me kinda like suffocated unable to walk unable to live unable to enjoy life 

not being attach to not good things , especially when they make me feel like i have to do these things in order to get results , in order to let people see what i am doing , in order ... sorta kinda like i am here i am still alive i want to post things cause this

dive with whats around and beyond

 hello ,,

last umrah that i did and when i was doing the sa'ee i didnt read the quran book that i brought with me which i usually do , i recited it with my mouth quran phrases and prayers while looking around me and walking , i was like i am swimming with the flow of everything that was around me , i didnt want to look at my book or other things i just .. my whole body was just harmonizing with the glory and the