hello ,,
last umrah that i did and when i was doing the sa'ee i didnt read the quran book that i brought with me which i usually do , i recited it with my mouth quran phrases and prayers while looking around me and walking , i was like i am swimming with the flow of everything that was around me , i didnt want to look at my book or other things i just .. my whole body was just harmonizing with the glory and the
holiness around me. my attitude has changed ,, i noticed this about me the last years , that i like to just feel the ambience around me and live by these moments while looking here & looking there as a form of meditation as a form of grasping my self and putting it in a beautiful harmony that i dont know how to describe it , i remember i opened the quran read a little and immediately closed it and continuing with me reciting it and looking around me as if i dont want miss any of these serene moments to record it with all of my senses, after that i was like this umrah is weird weird in a good way these kind of behaviors are new to me , its like surrendering and highing my self up ,, i told you i dont know how to describe my feelings and emotions i was beyond the sky and it was new weird feeling of tranquility i was experiencing ,, i noticed that lately ,, whenever i go to a place or to walk to take a breath i dont like to look down reading books or doing task i like to indulge with the atmosphere around me whether i am being alone or with poeple talking with them listening to them or watching them ,,
enjoying the moments like this and more and fly with them ,,
always good luck
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