about our trip to jeddah that happened on february . part 1.

that was a beautiful trip , the 1st trip for me to outside the city ( ta'if ) after the pandemic , we went to jeddah for my sister muna badminton match , the match was on friday after noon , so me and my brother who drove us there went with my sister who about to do the match . we went early in the morning of friday around 7 o'clock , then we arrived at hour hotel at 10 ~ 11 as i could remember , the beautiful hotel that i booked and looked for it from google map , it was such a beautiful elegant clean hotel we got there rest for awhile and then i explore the apartment and then after we had lunch we went the place where my sister had the match on , we dropped her there ( we cant enter with her cause there was no allowance for other people to come inside only the players ) and then we go back , my brother went to

whats living through out the day looks like to me .

yesterday i did lots of living things , watching fancams of monsta x chicago concert day one , to watch kihyun's vlive ( or maybe kihyun's vlive was first ) the eat my breakfast which i did super early like around 6 a.m then to go to take a full shower then went to my social medias accounts and unfollow each one who do illustrations and then posted my original illustrations for sale then did farewell to illustration and drawing world and i felt super satisfied and contented then posted blog a blog post then asked for driving lessons and then after that i solidified my position in life mentally hahahaha i mean regarding the way i function in life ( i may talk about it later in the future ) and then went to make lunch and wash dishes then

no more calculating the time .

 i noticed that habit of me of calculating and monitoring the time , like always especially when its about to hit 12 o'clock pm , like if someone in a hurry and have to finish things up on time and before the supposed time lol , sometimes its o.k to do so ( well even in that matter i prefer not to do ) on the other hand this become a toxic habit that prisons you and makes you always being anxious and nervous and always in a panic to finish things on its time and u transfer these emotions to whom around you .

once u become aware of that and then stop doing it ur life become in an ease and you will be much more in contented , happy and feeling the easiness and the comfort and doing what u r doing on its own time actually your body will move with your flow peacefully cause it feels the secure that u give it by letting all these un ease thoughts to go and let them to disappear and not to come back ever again.

have a great awesome abundant day and night beautiful people ♡.