i feel free now ,, will talk about it later soon 

 i live my days freshly as we starting new day every time we starting a new life a refreshing joy a refreshing mission a refreshing vision a refreshing success 

i just imagined my self doing a singing sessions with fans and listeners sitting in front of my aaaaaaaaahhhhhh just imagined that while listening to yunho’s toqtok live and he was singing almost if not the whole live and then at the end that atiny wrote mini concert ( as if the live was a mini concert ) which it was in my opinion regardless of its place and time , yunho did a mini concert for us audibly and that scene that i am sining came to my mind when he red that comment uwu <3 

and then after imagining that whole sentence above came to my mind too ,, this is how i live my life my universes and this is how its 

i lovvve watching and viewing anything pretty aaaaaahhhhh i lovvvve colorful and pretty art and stuff etc

 i noticed that whenever i decide something it immediately becomes realty without forcing without any harsh situations and without me noticing especially at the beginning i may notice at the end or like now it just happens naturally and automatically 

like daily log blog post

money 

youtube video

going out side

say something to someone 

doing things at home 

etc 

as if i am giving orders and its being fulfilled with ease with smooth with my interventions 

i am super happy and i am the one in control 

 i love to enjoy my life to the fullest 

buy whatever i want whenever i want 

have the luxury of everything

basically have a luxury life 

yes i am rich 

yes i am abundant 

yes i am a magnet for money for abundance 

abundance is me 

i am abundance 

oh my girl being in idol radio with hongjoong & yunho

 today i finished watching oh my girl being in idol radio program as a guest for their summer comes comeback with ateez hongjoong and yunho being the mc , the ep was back in 2023 and at that time i don't know why i didn't watch it ( especially that

my kpop the 1st half of this year !!

 this year there were beautiful kpop songs that i really lovvved and enjoyed

and i will write here the songs that have mv / live stage and that i kept repeating and listen to a lot even after awhile now hehe

so lets jump in  

about taking videos at concerts / fancons etc

this was written on july 17th ,, 

 i read what wooyoung said at the end of his formm about 

the interaction with them rather recording on the phone / doing fancams 

and i was like i thought about it today again and how i just quit twitter to actually

basbosa at night and around the breakfast the next day

coffee , basbosa and watermelon

clouds and the moon

the origin is to be happy and have a wonderful moments and life always

 some times humans create these kinds of scarcities views , atmospheres by them selves or by others and invite others into them ,, people became scared of everything and anything ,, sayings & doings are being build up around these topics

a certain.. some kind of a relationship with social media

it gives you or strengths your compulsive thoughts ,, you decide compulsively like you are scrolling through reels and stories you are super reactive or super non reactive !!

those compulsive thoughts & behaviors end up ( if you are not aware of them ) your life your decisions your moments your responses etc and you keep being in the

some pictures & some of them were taken through binoculars

i took these pictures in april 

i ate the cinnamon rolls that my sister made again yesterday !!

i ate it the day before yesterday when she made it and again i ad it again with extra toppings yummy 😋