so i am living in my cousin house these days and what i noticed is that there is a school in front of the second door its a primary and kg school and there is on few steps from the house another branch of a university ,, hear kids and students talking and hear the classes bell is such a breath of fresh air ,,, this reminded me of the time i felt those feelings and what i wrote on thursady here in this blog hehe .

 18th may is around the corner and i went out side the down town yesterday after sunset and on saterday and yesterday was even more crowded and you can see the flags are everywhere and they are displaying them in more places in different formats and shapes wether being fabrics or lights or etc ,, more people were outside , just hanging and making that celebrating vibes everywhere hahaha ,, its nice to see this and witnessed them with my eyes ,, its such an experince and i am feeling o.k with it like as if i have experienced these things before hahaha .

 hello beautiful people,, so finally i catched up the mv and the song of nmixx called sonar and i lovvvvves it ( yesterday or the day before it ) ,, this group caught my attention long time ago and what i love about them the most and what make them stand out the most is their abilities to sing beautifully and strongly while doing the choreo ,, they reminded my of my boys monstax and what i lovve about artists beside their audios and visuals the way that you could enjoy their live stages each time you turned on one ,, cause they sing live which will add different flavors every time ,, and beside nmixx amazing abilities i lovvve their music and i watched their released mvs the last one being sonar ( i already catched up dash promotion which came after sonar before checking sonar hahaha ) and i will listen to their albums tracks ,, so i think i am an nswer.

 i lovvve long ride trips like the trains, ships and the buses when you see the road across the window following you the whole ride and you are in this ride for days not just one day and that really inspire you to write to communicate your emotions through art through papers through records entering your imaginative world away from everyrhing while being in this crowd of people that are joining the same trip with you being in the same vehicle ,, these are moments and clips of life that i lovvve and got to experience few times through buses , i want to experience this through trains and ships away from the internet and with good companion of people like the one i saw on youtube a was a trip on a train for a week as i could remember well that youtuber was for 2 days but some people he met there where there for a week and also the other video when another youtuber joined a ship trip for days with two couple who own the ship ,, these trips remained me of my past trips with the buses , cars and the planes ( though the plane ones were super short for 2~ 3 hours ) and i would love this year to join these trips in very comfortable , good and enjoyable vehicles ships and trains that are not exhausting and being lovelable and be in my own world enjoying AAAAAHHHHHHH ~ WHAT A FEEL ~~♡

also not to forget about the trip that i want to go to antarctica that youtber ( allison anderson ) who went into ~ AAAAAAHHHHHHH ~ PLEASE THIS YEAR TOO 

 i think i missed school and uni days (without the stress of course) ,, those days were i go to the dawam and have the time to control my freedom ,, i think for the past 11 years i was searching for that freedom longing for them , i think now i want and i get that freedom to go to places to engage with people at the same time to be in my own to go whenever and wherever i want and do whatever i want with the freedom of time , money , places etc

yesterday's sky after sunset

hello beautiful people ,, i am about to reach 4 months ( since january 22th ) since me being here in my motherland somaliland !! and i experienced doing things here and there ,, i want to talk a little about them,,

at 1st i attneded two weddings one the day i arrived ( i arrived on monday ) and the other one on thursday night ( which was a little more of a transition party than being a wedding party ) and these two weddings are for my relatives .

then i transfered from house to house betwen my aunts and my grandma.i went outside around our neighborhood area for walk and discover , went to a clinic and practiced there for few days and saw people behaviors there , looked at the sky and i remember that i saw different stars that were moving at dawns and the 1st time as i could remember that noticed the sparkling starts at night , that train like stars moving ,, the weird colorful sky that i saw at one of the evening at 5 p.m ,,etc 😳 the food ,, poeples behavious and knowledge , the huge effects of social medias here and how people are living in them and how people became separated and rarely come to see each other as they used to do so when i came here before on 2011 , became good at writing somali and reading it .

today's breakfast

 i love to run 

i love to run freely whenever i want , wake up and decide to just open the doors and run , in excitemnt in enjoyment in delight in harmony and with beautiful wings of life 

 i notice these children they are like they dont know about this world ,, playing like they dont have brains or controls ,, i see it as a little bit weird as when i was a child i have that sensitivity toward and i have that sense of responsibility and awarness i got touched by words , actions, things and behaviors around me here , there and everywhere ,, i did have my fantasy world the dreamy world that i loved and lived in ,, in fact as an imaginary kid i used my imagination a lot and still i am using it till now ,, its my identity as imaginative person and as my imagination creates my reality this is the reality that i am living in ,,, so yes its and it was a bit odd to me hahaha am i an old soul hahahah maybe

 music is a beautiful language a language that connects souls without barriers to study to understand ,, it transfers emotions , feelings and thoughts and enters the mind, the heart, the body and soul ,,connects times , places and people ,, an amazing language and with sincere intentions can change people lives to live this beautiful life with joy, amusement, excitement , peace, beauty and all the beautiful magic that spread here there everywhere,,, music is a beautiful and blessing langauge that enters you without a permission but a good ear to listen and authentic soul and heart to feel to dream to intertwine with to dance into the melodies of life. GOD BLESS .

 yesterday before sleep i came to again discover a new artist ,, a saxophonist who is really amazing and i came a cross him while watching his collab with another artist a violinist whom i discover few days ago i think it was this week when i discovered her ,, they made great collab that i kept pressing video after video until it was almost midnight while i supposedly go to sleep approximately an hour before ,, and i did watch some of his solo performances ,, yet i stopped my self to go to sleep so i can wake up ,, (since i have to wake up early these days ) the music they played and playing , the way they perform it ,, their outfits ,, their enjoyments and their energies ,, just transform throughout the screen as if you are with them in front of them ,, you feel the joy and the beauty .

type on youtube: Daniele_Vitale_Sax & KarolinaProtsenkoViolin

 i don't celebrate ramadan and eid ,, i stop doing so after learing thats they are man made ,, to encapsulate humans as other religions do ,, drifting people away from their true selves from their true missions and visions ,, causing not good changes in the long run and making people live in a lie ,,, i stop doing so and start to celebrate real freedom and wellbeing everyday cause they are ones of the true essences of life.

 take the enchanting morning dose everyday,,

i live the dream ,,

the enchanting and cozy dream ,, 

a magic spell all around me ,,

a symphony a harmony ,,

everyhing with a heart full of grace is dancing in glorious patterns with joyful feelings and delightful melodies ,, 

written on march 30th

 i lovve how clouds are gathering in early morning/ at dawn and still be there throughout the day cooling the weather down and raining ,, then they casuly slightly disappear at night,,,

 today i walked outside in the neighborhood as usual at 7 o'clock in the morning ,, the weather was quite breezy, cool and cloudy, i walked and explored the area, i looked up there into these houses those where located above each other cause of them being in the mountains,, the scenes were breathtaking , worth of long viewing as long as you can and me as usual being mesmerized and immersed into these beautiful views and while walking here and there one of cinderella's the anime osts was playing in my head as an ost for me as if i am hearing it through my ears, i just enjoyed being outside today's too me where everything turns into magical scene is always thankful and always grateful !! god bless !!!!!

 i saw a fairy tale !!!!! i saw a white four wings fairy tale stood on my phone while watching cinderella the anime ep !!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant describe how i felt the way i noticed it while looking at it closely and the way i realized it afterwards this is the 1st time i see such a creature and i am still in an aww whenever i remember it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

written on march 24th ,, at night !!

each time i see the moon i become mesmerized by its beauty!! each time!! though i see it for how uncountable times yet it has the eatheral beauty into it as each blessing in this universe has. 

written on march 24th,,

 this very early morning ,, i noticed the full moon shining brightly there up in the sky and then after approximately a hour i was watching the sky before sun light started as i do these days and i saw blue stars following each other one after one 1st one started and as it almost approaches the end wide of the sky the other one started to appeared and followed the same direction as the 1st one then as the 2nd one started to vanish the at the other side of the scene that i am watching the 3rd one appeared and so on the others followed until i counted the 10th one !!!!!! i was super surprised as i noticed this thing the 1st time in my life !!! what a beautiful magic !!

written on march 21st ,,

 i am in hargeisa,, the weather is quite strange here it was like summer no it was summer ,, 

today it gets foggy out of nowhere ,, i was sitting outside ,, the fog move as the tiniest droplets i can see it with my both eyes as if its a rain moving aside rain with the finest and th tiniest drops like رذاذ its strange i got outside the house and took pics from the inside and the outside ,, such a beautiful blessing out from thoae uncountable blessings that appeared mysteriously , surprisingly and beautifully to straight shoot into my heart and soul ❤️

i am jae's friend , i am jae's baby

 I've been ( I've started binge watching ) watching jae's friends show these days , jaejoong ... the beautiful human being that i really adore and that i really admire,,he is really a talented artist and i love this show for being like a vassel for him to be him self to show people who he is after being not on these kind of shows for long years ,, a breath of fresh start lovve him for being him self and being friendly with people and not intimidated by them ,, for being inspiring and the fact that i really want to be his friend super want hahaha ,,, i really get that comfortable , close friend conversations and have beautiful life interacting with each other from him ,, this really shows how sincere he is and how honest loveable thankful blissful grateful and beautiful he is ❤️

 jaejoong~a ive known ur existence since 2008 and know ur are a very talented artist and a very beautiful human being ,, 

you have been in my area and around me all the time, and i always admire you ,always respect and get inspired by you ,, i've always be here and there watching u and keep eyes on you from here and there ,, and i was a baby without me knowing 

 until you really shoot a big ... a huge arrow into my heart ❤️ 

i have dreams meeting you and have conversations as real friend with these deep conversations on a cruise without internet ... without distractions in those antarctica cold cool trips ,, and something as being in blue magic water all around us and the beautiful people in the same trip / cruise 

and to come to your show on one of these episodes 

i want to be your best friend ,, it's o.k with you, jaejoong?!

until the sunrise on 1st day