having breakfast with my little sis's beautiful bread .

and here is me eating the bread that my little sister made the day before yesterday, as a breakfast ^_^ ,,, and here is me took pictures of it below ☁︎’❜⇣⇣

my little sister made a bread .

here my beautiful little sister hanan made this yummy and stunning bread 

and i took pictures of this star with other tiny breads stars that she made also ~

monsta x beautiful night , a song .

 written this blog on 05/03/2021 22:47 ( although i wrote it before when the song released on may 2020 in my twt fan account ) 

the song is super dreamy and it reminds me of those moments , surreal moments in my life , moments that i love to talk about and share it with emotions 

took me 7 years back when I used to took the bus for 24 hours travel to home!! to that time when I lovvved to set next to the window and enjoy watching the sky at night while mostly others were sleeping and I was awake in my own world along the ride ♡

photos diary.

 these photos were from the end of last year till the beginning of this year , if i could remember it correctly 

do it the way it suits you .

when you dont know what to do to study things you want to study and cant follow the steps you have been doing in the past / things or steps that people doing dont works for you , 

invent your own thing ,sit and do it with the most suitable way for you and take this step as leveling up your self and to not be ashamed about or sad that you cant continue doing so because it doesn't work out for you the way it did before ,, its okay, just do it the most enjoyable way ever and dont stress out your self trying to fit on techniques that started to not working for you and may lead you to quit what you want to do because of them , create your own techniques and live your life the most enjoyable best faithful ways ever.

good luck to you to me to both of us to all of you 

have always great moments ♡ .

my breakfast at one day .

hello beautiful people , so it happened at one day i was sitting in front of my breakfast dish eating my breakfast while enjoying the morning atmosphere arounds me and while being like that i loved the view ( well as i always usually do ) and decided to grab my phone and take pictures , well the intention was to take few

i love watching nature and life scenes .

 i love watching nature , this beauty mesmerizes me and i lovvve watching it , i love spending my time watching the nature watching it watching life watching life scenes , instead of watching dramas , series, anime youtube.. etc, i spend my time watching

yesterday's wonder.

 all these pictures are without filters this what it looked like yesterday when i went out side home walking around neighborhood area at sunset and after it until it poured at night and i slept with rainy night 🌙 😌 🥰🤍.

matching this beautiful breezy weather .

dont stick to ur books and ur mobiles and laptops ! go explore the nature , explore the city around you , go for adventure , go and detach ur self from those limited spaces and wide ur horizon , such a refresh indescribable feelings once u get experienced it ,, it renewing ur moments , even on the slightest things u will not get anxiety from the unknown like u will not gonna be anxious from not knowing what to do in ur life as a career life for example , or not becoming super sensitive over people genuine questions and reactions for another example , those moments

stop idolizing the "young" age .

 everything has its own time whether you are " young " or " old " i put them in brackets cause i meant numerically and not actually ,, like the term young or old for me is not what defines you, me or others ,, and when someone achieve something at a " young " age people highlighted that " well not all but those who wanna always make a buzz about it " like to focus on it and thats all !!! that person achieved that thing at the right age at the right time , whether that person is " old " or " young " and while those people focus on it , the achievement at such a very young age , the others who are not aware of that get brain washed by it so either ways they very hyped up that young age or get downsized by it and start to compare as they cant achieve it at their ages or they cant achieve anything because they became "old "

about our trip to jeddah that happened on february . part 3. the last one .

 we stayed there for ~ one hour , i sat on the edge with my sister while my brother preferred to go back to the car after standing with us for a little .. about few steps from us , there were a couple ( i think ) who were preparing their breakfast , table and chairs and sat there in front of the same view of us to enjoy their time while eating their food , i felt a little awkward cause they were near us hahaha i dont know anyhow my sister was like ignore them and do what u want to do so me and my sister were enjoying sitting there on the edge and we were talking and i removed my sandals and put my feet in the water and then we continued enjoying

about our trip to jeddah that happened on february . part 2.

 i sent my brother the location before going to sleep , to one of the beaches out there and then told him that we should go super early like at 6 a.m , the next day after i struggled to sleep with being overwhelm with everything there , i woke up the earliest to pray the fajr at around 5 - 5:30 a.m ( hope i remember correctly ), then i woke up my sis and then my brother was still sleeping a deep sleep that i knock the door multiple times as i could remember then he didn't respond although he is that type of human who wake up to any tiny noises even sometimes to footsteps !!!! anyhow he must be super tired or jeddah air did some magic on him , any how we ( me and my sister ) after praying the dawn prayer we waited for him to wake up until 6 and a half !!! ( still as i could remember ) he was super sleepy , then after he finished with his things we head outside , the weather was super

about our trip to jeddah that happened on february . part 1.

that was a beautiful trip , the 1st trip for me to outside the city ( ta'if ) after the pandemic , we went to jeddah for my sister muna badminton match , the match was on friday after noon , so me and my brother who drove us there went with my sister who about to do the match . we went early in the morning of friday around 7 o'clock , then we arrived at hour hotel at 10 ~ 11 as i could remember , the beautiful hotel that i booked and looked for it from google map , it was such a beautiful elegant clean hotel we got there rest for awhile and then i explore the apartment and then after we had lunch we went the place where my sister had the match on , we dropped her there ( we cant enter with her cause there was no allowance for other people to come inside only the players ) and then we go back , my brother went to

whats living through out the day looks like to me .

yesterday i did lots of living things , watching fancams of monsta x chicago concert day one , to watch kihyun's vlive ( or maybe kihyun's vlive was first ) the eat my breakfast which i did super early like around 6 a.m then to go to take a full shower then went to my social medias accounts and unfollow each one who do illustrations and then posted my original illustrations for sale then did farewell to illustration and drawing world and i felt super satisfied and contented then posted blog a blog post then asked for driving lessons and then after that i solidified my position in life mentally hahahaha i mean regarding the way i function in life ( i may talk about it later in the future ) and then went to make lunch and wash dishes then

no more calculating the time .

 i noticed that habit of me of calculating and monitoring the time , like always especially when its about to hit 12 o'clock pm , like if someone in a hurry and have to finish things up on time and before the supposed time lol , sometimes its o.k to do so ( well even in that matter i prefer not to do ) on the other hand this become a toxic habit that prisons you and makes you always being anxious and nervous and always in a panic to finish things on its time and u transfer these emotions to whom around you .

once u become aware of that and then stop doing it ur life become in an ease and you will be much more in contented , happy and feeling the easiness and the comfort and doing what u r doing on its own time actually your body will move with your flow peacefully cause it feels the secure that u give it by letting all these un ease thoughts to go and let them to disappear and not to come back ever again.

have a great awesome abundant day and night beautiful people ♡.