Wednesday, May 24, 2023

no scattered minds

 quitting social medias has really great benefits ,, i can sit to do a thing for long hours without interruption and without me getting frustrated as i used to do while using social medias ,, i can watch longer videos without skipping i can draw i can do what i lovve and what i want without getting distracted without wasting my precious time and without a scattered mind 

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 when i see the beauty in everything good in this life tiny or huge it makes me emotional and about to cry ,, i do cry and let the tears fall down ,, it just captivates me and captures my heart i just got mesmerized seeing and feeling all these beauties inside outside within and without ,, the glory that we dive in as humans as creatures as part of this universe we surrender we praise and we thank ,, always thank you ALLAH 

Tuesday, May 23, 2023

jooheon and im

 jooheon made an official debut ,, i saw the mv in the morning today and i screamed this is the song of the year ,, just super gooood the mv and the song ,,

i discovered that im opened an official website and i was super happy and i wrote there that this is something i dreamt of and since i dont use social medias anymore , thank you changkyun~a

it rained beautifully in the afternoon today 

stop complaining a lot

 stop complaining and trying to seek attention to be cared by humans ,, focus on what you want in this life focus on what you want today ,, stop wasting your time and energies on complaining ,, you are precious so do your life , do everything you love and everything is good you are a worthy human being ,, be your true self and enjoy the adventure of life 

Monday, May 22, 2023

i am on beautiful tracks

again thanks to GOD that the weather cool down these days ,, really really الحمدلله ,, may it stays like this till this year of 2023 end ^^,, anyhow the way that these days i didnt go out side that much like since ramadan started and i barely went outside like i used to do before remadan , ramadan was super busy and i took some rules from my sister who was sick at some of ramadan days so yeah i didnt go outside that much maybe 2 to few days if i could count ,,any how after ramadan i feel like i

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 hello long time no see ,, how all of you have been ,, i am doing well and thankful alhamdulliALLAH 

Thursday, May 18, 2023

may the weather cool down

 it was raining moments ago ,, raining beautifully and i was about to sleep earlier taking a nap ,, i slept a little and then i woke up after my younger sister closed the window cause the rain started to enter the room ,, i am sitting in front / beneath that window that i opened earlier after the rain stopped for a while ,, the beautiful match was at about this same time in south korea earlier kihyun was doing a live on bubble app and he said that its / it was raining and it was like 9 a.m here and there it was 3 p.m and then now when it started to rain it was 2 p.m and now its 3 p.m on the clock ,,, hehe i sent a bubble msg moments ago telling him that its raining here and then now i am sitting in this beautiful air typing my words ,, and i hope that the weather cool down after this rain as i hoped earlier for ki on the live

rain is just a beautiful bliss 

18 . 05

 doing things to escape from others is not good at all ,, doing activities to escape from the things that are not working out and forcing your self to do so is not good at all it filled you up with all these of negative emotions and feelings ,, i am someone who works and do things in her life without schedules ,, schedules strict me and as someone who is free and do what i want to do ,,when i do restrict my self with schedule and time its just hinders me and not good for me at all physically , mentally emotionally and my spirit starts to disappear and to vanish ,, i am aware of my self now and with go with the flow of my heart and live my life enjoyably and fully know that everything is working goood for meeee 

وبالله نستعين

Wednesday, May 17, 2023

diego my soul mate

 yesterday at night i wrote a blog post and then when i pressed the back button it seemed that it didnt get saved cause when i opened the drafted blog post today to continue what i wrote yesterday / publishing it ,, the post draft was empty hing T___T and i was looking in my phone to re find it and at the end when i couldn't i

17 . 05

here is me ,, one week after i found my treasure ,,
the way my life is so so much better without the distraction of social medias and with me sitting with my art and enjoy my life is immacaple ,, i stopped uploading youtube videos cause i have been for the longest time had no fun doing them or editing them ,, i felt like i was wasting my time and had to stop ,, find the real treasure and the real things that i enjoy my life with ,, that was such a bliss when i decided to add on this too to the other things that i stopped doing for a while ,, and i am super thankful and super grateful for that