hello guys it has been a while since I wrote something here. January was a month I can call it a full package... with numerous amount of transformation moments to me....
firstly at the beginning of the month the beginning of the year I bought a new mobile phone, it's took me a while to finally decide to buy one, I had a mobile phone for almost 4 years and it was (I think) from the first generation of smartphones hehe soo yeah after I bought it it makes a lot of things easier for me like chatting and those sns applications more affordable than before also what I love the most is its camera omg!! I love the camera soo much... simply it's just open a fresh new air at the beginning of the year ... yeah go fresh starting....
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I also took a sudden vacation without any plans just two days before my younger brother came from Malaysia I felt like I need to stop. somehow I need to figure out, organize, re-energize, take short break, reevaluate, have some fresh mind..... it was out of nowhere at the Thursday morning.. something inside me pop up and tell to stop for a while I don't know what was that feeling but somehow it like if we said this is a danger zone don't go into it... that kind of an alert told me (hinnochan stop ur works right now and take a vacation a rest for a week, u need it and see what will gonna happen next) I stopped everything like drawing coloring writing ideas and stories which is my current job these days also stopped taking new Korean lessons from that day till next weekend...
my brother (Musti) arrived home safely it was so nice to chitchat and hearing his stories (he is a uni student at Malaysia)..
I think I should describe my self as a workaholic and it's not a great thing as I thought before , it's makes u ignore the world around u and just focusing on ur work and I also ignore my self too... it's soo bad.
so yeah at the beginning of the vacation week I forcely kept my self away from my working area honestly I felt lost like I don't know what to do haha and kept fighting with that voice that want me back to work haha this is crazy mm maybe because I have things to finish , deadlines and all that and this short break was firstly unplanned.
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as days kept going I started to realize different things around me my brain start to clear up, I have so much time to talk with my family my siblings and my parents , have time to take care of them and time to take care of my self too even though some will might say that week is too short but it was like years to me wow really wow !!! it was soo long and I think that I have a big problem with organizing my time because i consume all the time in working or on the Internet and then keep worrying all the rest of the day when will I finished my things...
my other sisters took vacation too mid semester break... so we had so much fun..
the next week I couldn't start , my time was full with other activities with my family since they didn't finished semester break so it was soo hard to work so I just let it go and continue like that until the next week.
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And here we have took 2 weeks unplanned vacation . It fresh my mind , raise me up into another level that every thing has its own time , don't rush , be calm and do ur best with big smile on ur face.
Angry , angst and frustration will take u nowhere so control ur self whenever this emotions come around and ask God to help u , always take care of the people around u spread the love we need each other so don't ignore them help them everything will gonna return to u in a beautiful way...
The last week my siblings start their schools and i start my work hooked into my space but now with a balanced mind hopefully will continue like that...
yeah I forget to mention someone who has a big impact on my life I learned about him lately and admire him so much.. gonna talk about him later on cause there is a bunch of things to talk about.^_^
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have a lovely beautiful February.
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