kihyun in leemujin service

 i just watched kihyun in leemujin service today and i am really ... my admiration to him increased a lot today while watching that episode and how strong and beautiful artist he is ,, ahhh kihyun the way he was answering questions and the way he said that how he changed his tones to sing a certain song and the mood around not

lets stop talking so dramatically about not good things & let them go

sometimes we become so dramatic and then we escalate everything not good , like we make every moment that happened in our lives not good as a big especially when it was not a pleasant moment ,

we escalated and raised our voice as if someone or the people who are listening to us ( while we were talking ) that they couldn't hear us lol ..

its so funny cause when u think about it ,its like we are like filming a drama series, those actors who r like being totally involve with them selves , like we are shouting

being able to function again in life

note : this blog post was written on monday 19th of sep .

yesterday at night before sleeping ( or i think it was the day before yesterday cause yesterday i slept immediately after reciting my affirmation so i didnt have time to fly away with my thinking)  anyhow i was like no i dont like deadlines , like me and deadlines are not friends at all and some of those past events came to my mind as i was confirming that and then i was like how people live like that comfortably in

serene moments

 the weather got cooler as the day was about to end , at the evening as we were heading into it , i was making my parents lunch and a little before It's starting to rain and i was cooking under the rain sounds and the rain smell aaaaaaahhhh the smell i lovvvvve that sand smell that comes when the rain start to fall down , then the atmosphere became more cozy and my feelings started to bloom again at those moments before going to cook i took a look at my 2 youngest sisters who were

imagining meeting minhyuk at vogueshipshow

 on saturday morning 

while cleaning the kitchen and washing the dishes i imagined ,meeting minhyuk at vogueshipshow , in the past i used to imagined this as being a guest in the show , ( i talked about the show before here : https://neolhada.blogspot.com/2021/02/vogueshipshow-radio-program-on-its-own.html ) the show ended back then and then now they will gonna open a season two on september 6th and i am super happy .

one of the show habits is that sometimes they called the viewers , those who send

capturing with my phone / my camera

  i lovvve watching the sky , its just super fascinating how it changed each time , the way like the colors the clouds the flying things the air .. everything is so eye captivating and u will not get bored of it , a natural museum .. when you see the sky you notice that the life changes on the same way in a beautiful way each time as you wish as you believe as you pray as you manifest , the glory , 

الحمد لله حمدا كثيرا طيبا مباركا فيه , i am super thankful  and the way i take pictures of sky

hello september

 its second of september , the weather started to cool down and the brownish leaves started to appear , i am feeling super happy , relaxed , contented and sure inside allhamduliALLAH ,

i started to read too ,,

and as i am moving in this life , the believe the trust wrapped me like its hugging me  there are feelings inside me that i don't know how to describe them ... huge huge beautiful warm secure feelings ...the trust the believe .. the faith .. being sure and being in content .. being good all the time 

ALLAH my GOD i am always thankful for guiding me always thankful for enlightening me ..♡❞

 ♡ الحمدلله دائما وابدا