when i accept that time of my days + update

 the after noon till before sunset is the time interval that i didn't know how to deal with it in the past , well its like unfamiliar to me , that time interval and nowadays felt like the time during that time interval is a bit long and worth of doing things during it yet still not got used to it , in the past i used to sleep at that time and sometimes went out and sometimes being really depressed with it and felt lost on how i dont like that time and how i felt like i am not me and how to cut that time

out of my day and although tried to fill it with different activities still that not good feelings toward it remained with me , until like recently when i decided to become friend with that time interval and nowadays i am o.k with it not hating it like i accept it like a new friend to me , 

it just come to me now and a little yesterday , that i have to treat it like a part of the day that i can do different activities during it and since i dont sleep that much during it and "sometimes" i sleep a little bit late during night , my days became longer in somehow and i dont like feeling being hanging there ,, i dont know if you ever felt like that but the feeling of being like a hanger in somehow through out sometime of your day is not good at all so yesterday i was like why i just start to do evening and night activities earlier like to fill up that time interval and then sleep earlier or do whatever you want at night , or to treat that time interval like others through out the day and do different kind of activities , without feeling the emptiness that i used to feel or the feeling of please take that time interval out of my days ,, lol i remember in one of the recent days ( i think this year ) when i started to become a friend with that time interval and then i looked up at the sky opening the window and looking out side and the sun rays looked weird to me cause it was an unfamiliar scene to me so the whole atmosphere looked weird to me like a vivid dream hahaha 

anyhow i am here loving that time interval and looking forward to benefit my self and get things together through it 

always good luck 

28.dec 2022 at ~ 11:22 pm an update :

i am now friend with that time interval , love it and its a part of my day that i also fill it with joy and doing what i want to do like the other parts of the day

GOD bless always 

and always good luck