today is 29th of july and its really weird to me that i spent 6 months and one week here at hargeisa,, i am sitting in front of the door out side the house ( the day'ir ) and there in front of me on the side the lemon tree ,, the other long tree and the other longest tree of all the tree hahaha i remember being here in february at one of its mornings i think it was 10~ 11 ish oclock sitting and producing my own melody its like the 1st melody i ever produced and published it in my youtube channel hehe i am sitting here at the same place that i dont now how many times i sit lets say millions hahaha just to emphasize the large amounted of times that i sit here though now its 8 a.m in july with cold weather and back then it was in february with hot weather ,, by the way the weather here is weird , the seasons go like this : winter , summer spring winteresh which is now and then i dont know hahahaha 

and good morning beautiful people .

today in the morning i was super blessed and happy how the little two kids my cousins reacted to my youtube channel especially hibo as the oldest cabiraxman left to continue doing his homework ,and as i watched my vidoes again on the big screen and that child hibo was also watching and being mesmerized that i actually have a youtube channel , hearing my voice and seeing me and what i am doing here and there in the videos ,, i dont know but after watching these videos i really git mesmerized like i was watching a star hahahaha though i was super shy letting them watching while me sitting by their sides it was a pretty refreshing to not feeling shy forward as i continued watching with hibo ,, that gave me courage and confidence to continue and to apprear fully in my upcoming videos being that wholesome artist and youtuber that everyone look for in good ways and me being proud of my self by the quality of the contents that i delivered and continue to and revolve with the things , atmospheres and auras that i love , live by and live with ~♡ 

with so much love 

the enchanting , cozy and dreamy me 

enchancozreamy ♡♡

its o.k if you are in a search of your self ,, if you are in this kinda of ( messy ) worlds or not its o.k to search for your self its o.k to be your self , the true will reveal it self in regards to your life and your surroundings,  when you start to search and remove all these accumalative unnecessary layers on your self when you become your true self your pure self , the fitra that we are originally pure energy from the source .

life will revive it self for you , things will locate them selves into their own places and you live your life in delight . 

the joy and the gratefulness once you allowed them to be they will be , once you remove and just change by simply switch off & on these bottuns then breath to be you and revive ,, you bloom into this indescribable magic ,, you are the magic and you are one of those blessings .

GOD bless you alawys ,,

to my dear self ,,

i adore you 

i love you 

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 in terms of birthdays and those kind of dates and deadlines like doing certain projects on timeline or more specific on time limit / date / deadline i dont work with them anymore ,i dont like to restrict my self with time limit i like to do everything with the flow ,, the restriction with time limit made me anxious and stressed cause sometimes i dont feel my self celebrating on the same times/dates over and over again or finishing projects or tasks on certain deadlines over and over again stressing my self out on the time ,wanting to do things quickly without qualifying my skills and without enjoying  , i love to be on my pace on my flow when i finish i finish when i want to do / hold i do and hold, let the world be by its own and do your contribution joyfully enjoyably when it comes to my mind its more joyful and do things in a blinks of time rven if they take time i do them all deliciously hahaha ,, so next time instead of celebrating someones birthday on their birthdate i will celebrate that person in another way on his special day and the other dates and deadlines would be the same ,,

have beautiful joyful blissful days ahead each day everyday  ,,

i am always thankful and alaways gratful .