my love for april is back

 the breezy cool weather in april , the birds singing , the blossoms ,, all these phenomenons that happen in this beautiful month of april

the month that starts to show you beauty from different perspective

i miss this weather and this month

i miss and now i am experience it , i am truly in love with this weather with this month

sleeping at night under the window with cool temperature and then waking up with the cool breeze that hitting your face gently and beautifully 

the oxygen that you breathe in once you stand watching the landscapes and the streets , i am experiencing this now and every moment i am living it these days 

i remember this cool springy beautiful weather lasted till the end of june as i could remember back in 2023  ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀

all your beautiful emotions and feelings get gathering up for this beautiful life ceremony for this beautiful life scenes as if it is a hug for you a hug for longest time , a breezy , comfortable and assurance hug , an answer for your ( and i realized right now while writing this , a hug to wipe off all your hardships and loneliness you felt while not being here while you wanted together moments a strong team , a strong family and strong bond that work together and wipe their tears , patting each other and encouraging each other welcoming each other and feel safe and secure with each other , i noticed this thing while watching and rewatching some programs kilimanjaro and 3 meals and seeing how the people are really supportive to each other especially in the " harsh conditions" and knowing that since they are together in this they have to support each others bone and always be the shoulder that u lean on acknowledge each other and respect each other , things that some people may lack in certain moments and you have to be the supporter in somehow and stand alone in this harsh environments " there are things i didnt write on here , i don't know if i am gonna write about it of not i mean in regards to this harsh moments " and been withdraw like a flower without appreciations or any considerations ,, i noticed yesterday while watching these beautiful clips and get to remember that ) i then i respected my self , acknowledged my resilience , patted on my head and hugged my self tightly and then today i have witnessed and been hugged by this beautiful nature , by this beautiful atmosphere by this beautiful universes 

my love for april is back

and it will last forever 

♡°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･