new love relationship ♡

love has multiple kinds / relationships types etc , i mean love can be between lovers , spouses , parants , siblings , family , friends , coworkers , relatives , people , things . there is new kind of love that i discovered as a new type , cause before i got

confused & tried to categorize it under the other types of loves that we know . its the love between me and my kpop idol . yesss . it got confused with many people too . i think its just " new " type of love people might try to put it under other categories , like lovers , family , friends , coworkers ( maybe ) , crushes etc . its like that kind of love once it didn't fit these categories it withheld and vanish , some people describe it as a para social media relationships , that are not real, they sell you these kinds of love and dream just you to buy it & then all these are just superficial things that vanish quickly whether it be from the kpop idol them selves or from the fandom them selves !!! 

well some consider that as true and try & convince people to believe it & to not be part of it .

well for mt .. no its not . well you may find some kpop idols change with time , or & may not consider these things from the beginning nor the fans too .

but most of them well you can see the sincere feelings in them ,, you can sense it .. the love they give to the fandom ,, you know what .. i was confused for some time like why they cry at concerts and fan concerts etc ,, i mean kpop idols them selves , what comfort they feel / felt to do so in front of strangers !!! that came to my mind  one of these days , since my mind tends to go deep sometimes in order to understand , look at new perspective , discover new knowledge / new meaning that i didnt know , or affirm beautiful meanings / perspective that i already knew , i think i meant to appreciate again too !

anyhow i was thinking like what kind of relationship is that , yes its real but how to categorize it .

you cant put it in family section cause it may miss some check points to do so !! you cant put it under lovers nor coworkers & not even in people categories too !!!!!

thats when this popped in my head that love has unlimited kinds & one of them is this ,, there are some kpop idols who you enjoy their music , performances & thats all , you dont have anymore connection with and you may have some crushes on them and thats all then the love that i am talking about in here is not applicable in this case & its like you enjoy some tv shows youtube etc , without feeling that deep connections & of course that and this type of love is normal and valid !!

i kept thinking like that sometimes and i am like then what type of love and connection that pull your heart strings into that kpop idols that you invest your time and emotions in addition to the other things and all the support into them !!!????

what kind of love?! 

( i am not talking about the bad obsession by the way , thats not what i am talking about at all , just saying this not to let you get link it with this pure genuine love )

thats when the answer came ,, no its a new love , along with other love types that you spend your time with ,, a love that is a part of your life , once you are in it ,,

and its a beautiful relationship & should be healthy and fully enriching once we understand it , cause the way these idols and fandoms support each other , tell each other everything basically , be the support to each other ,,

 its something to write about and to admire ,, i am their people and they are my people ( i put the name fandom and not fans , to not get confuse with general fans )

anyhow (ateez ♡ >>><<< ♡ atiny) 

nourish & cherish this 

love and forever .

now i got emotional at the end & by the way as i was writing all of these i was listening to a beautiful music in the background.

and this love is always protected ♡♡

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