i love watching nature , this beauty mesmerizes me and i lovvve watching it , i love spending my time watching the nature watching it watching life watching life scenes , instead of watching dramas , series, anime youtube.. etc, i spend my time watching
all these pictures are without filters this what it looked like yesterday when i went out side home walking around neighborhood area at sunset and after it until it poured at night and i slept with rainy night π π π₯°π€.
everything has its own time whether you are " young " or " old " i put them in brackets cause i meant numerically and not actually ,, like the term young or old for me is not what defines you, me or others ,, and when someone achieve something at a " young " age people highlighted that " well not all but those who wanna always make a buzz about it " like to focus on it and thats all !!! that person achieved that thing at the right age at the right time , whether that person is " old " or " young " and while those people focus on it , the achievement at such a very young age , the others who are not aware of that get brain washed by it so either ways they very hyped up that young age or get downsized by it and start to compare as they cant achieve it at their ages or they cant achieve anything because they became "old "
we stayed there for ~ one hour , i sat on the edge with my sister while my brother preferred to go back to the car after standing with us for a little .. about few steps from us , there were a couple ( i think ) who were preparing their breakfast , table and chairs and sat there in front of the same view of us to enjoy their time while eating their food , i felt a little awkward cause they were near us hahaha i dont know anyhow my sister was like ignore them and do what u want to do so me and my sister were enjoying sitting there on the edge and we were talking and i removed my sandals and put my feet in the water and then we continued enjoying
i sent my brother the location before going to sleep , to one of the beaches out there and then told him that we should go super early like at 6 a.m , the next day after i struggled to sleep with being overwhelm with everything there , i woke up the earliest to pray the fajr at around 5 - 5:30 a.m ( hope i remember correctly ), then i woke up my sis and then my brother was still sleeping a deep sleep that i knock the door multiple times as i could remember then he didn't respond although he is that type of human who wake up to any tiny noises even sometimes to footsteps !!!! anyhow he must be super tired or jeddah air did some magic on him , any how we ( me and my sister ) after praying the dawn prayer we waited for him to wake up until 6 and a half !!! ( still as i could remember ) he was super sleepy , then after he finished with his things we head outside , the weather was super
that was a beautiful trip , the 1st trip for me to outside the city ( ta'if ) after the pandemic , we went to jeddah for my sister muna badminton match , the match was on friday after noon , so me and my brother who drove us there went with my sister who about to do the match . we went early in the morning of friday around 7 o'clock , then we arrived at hour hotel at 10 ~ 11 as i could remember , the beautiful hotel that i booked and looked for it from google map , it was such a beautiful elegant clean hotel we got there rest for awhile and then i explore the apartment and then after we had lunch we went the place where my sister had the match on , we dropped her there ( we cant enter with her cause there was no allowance for other people to come inside only the players ) and then we go back , my brother went to
yesterday i did lots of living things , watching fancams of monsta x chicago concert day one , to watch kihyun's vlive ( or maybe kihyun's vlive was first ) the eat my breakfast which i did super early like around 6 a.m then to go to take a full shower then went to my social medias accounts and unfollow each one who do illustrations and then posted my original illustrations for sale then did farewell to illustration and drawing world and i felt super satisfied and contented then posted blog a blog post then asked for driving lessons and then after that i solidified my position in life mentally hahahaha i mean regarding the way i function in life ( i may talk about it later in the future ) and then went to make lunch and wash dishes then
i noticed that habit of me of calculating and monitoring the time , like always especially when its about to hit 12 o'clock pm , like if someone in a hurry and have to finish things up on time and before the supposed time lol , sometimes its o.k to do so ( well even in that matter i prefer not to do ) on the other hand this become a toxic habit that prisons you and makes you always being anxious and nervous and always in a panic to finish things on its time and u transfer these emotions to whom around you .
once u become aware of that and then stop doing it ur life become in an ease and you will be much more in contented , happy and feeling the easiness and the comfort and doing what u r doing on its own time actually your body will move with your flow peacefully cause it feels the secure that u give it by letting all these un ease thoughts to go and let them to disappear and not to come back ever again.
have a great awesome abundant day and night beautiful people ♡.
Ramadan is about to knock the door ,, maybe tomorrow or the day after on sunday ( it confirmed to be tomorrow ) will be the start of the holy month !!
instead of filling it with lots and lots of traditions these which burden your soul and make its entrance super heavy and super unlikable as with progress of the time when years continue to move ,,,
those traditions .. these are not healthy at all ,,,
take ramadan with light wighted and light hearted ,,,,with light entrance and light days and weeks ,,, as light and beautiful as it is .
i absolutely adore & love ramadan and its such a beautiful gift from Allah ,,
i am always thankful ~ ♡ ,,
who's need a movie or a drama series when u can watch it live from your window , beautiful night scenes that i am witnessing before when it was raining till now !! you indulge deeply in the moments and flow with beautiful ambience that rain and the little cold were taking a part of that magical scene ΰ° 。。。
to anxiety people to u who is feeling anxious of anything. empty your mind. don't feel ashamed.
empty your head :
take it easy .
breathe in breathe out .
empty your time empty your self don't occupy you self don't stare too much on your screen at your laptop at your phone stare into the space into the blank space . staring at the screen and watching listening spending ur time on the internet will occupy your mind and stuff it with so many things that will kept accumulating , hold on those negative thoughts and hinders your movements that make u anxious of everything every movement every place and every human !!!!!!
breathing and staring at nothing / at the nature ( meditation ) , sleeping , working on your self like cleaning organizing chatting with someone good & worthy dancing and jumping empty out all these ideas ,think that u r living your life naturally so
μ΄ μ·¨λ―Έ μμΌλ©΄ μμΌλ©΄ κΆκΈν΄μ?!
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λ§€μΌ λ§€μΌ λ무 κ³ λ§μ΄ λ§μ μ΄μμ ππ.