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 me writing here in this blog its as if i am singing and dancing ,, the words come out of my mind like a melody and my fingers typing them as if i am playing a piano ,, a beautiful performance a harmony is being produced while doing so i am on the flow as these thoughts , feelings and emotions coming out of me,,, i am singing and dancing to the melody of this life to the melody of this world to the melody of this universe to the melody of this grace 

the crystal maze

 yesterday i stumbled upon i dont know how ,, i stumbled upon on that old tv program on youtube ,, the program called the crystal maze ,, such a lovely game program that i used to watch with my siblings back in the nineties on tv ( saudi channel 2 ) i lovvvved that program so much ,, and i remember when after we watch it we sometimes ( i think alot of times ) we played the games of the program kinda like finding the crystals and then till the end of the games to that big

14 . 05

 my life these days is sooooo soooo  sooooo diffreent and its me ,,yesss this month was such a huge priceless month of shawal ( the 10th month in the islamic calender which based on the moon phases) ,, like i went to a very different not country a very different universe ,, and the other past days were preparing me to this or yet i was able to be self aware and to be free ,, to that universe to my real me to my real life 

today is monsta x 8th anniversary day

the entrance of monsta x in my life ,, the existence of them in my life and me in their lives is something i wouldn't ask for more ,, i am super thankful and super grateful to be a monbebe to be shownu's wonho's minhyuk's kihyun's jooheon's hyungwon's i.m's bebe ,, i wanted to write a lot ,, now i dont know what to say ,, to be someone that so precious that you cherish ,, the way they are more than just musicians and performance group the way i connect to them so much that they

11 . 05

yesterday ,, i found my treasure ,, the thing/ things that bring me joy in life ,, i no longer lingering on the feeling of being bored by things constantly again and again ,, i am super thankful and super grateful ,, yesterday through the day i was looking conintueing looking for the thing / things that bring me joy that i live doing it and enjoying it with out getting bored quickly with out hating my self , the environments and people around me with out working like that without any means

06 . 05

 today i finally published a youtube video that i kept postponing cause of me not liking the editing ,, i was like i think i am gonna quit youtube as whole lol and then today i was like after again many times of opening this poor video to edit and close it , i opened it today and then boom my fingers and eyes were moving along working like a team , super fast yet super accurate and focused i was just like scanning through the clips and immediately cutting down to seconds in the clip bars and thats how i figure out and will continue work on the way i did today ,, easy , to the point and i will watch it tons of times  الحمدلله 

contrast and saturation of the sky

 today in the morning after i made lahooh lots of lahooh i went to eat it with mo'ma ( its a traditional somalilander dried camel meet ) and went to the set room to eat there ,, saw the sky through the huge window and then there was that huge contrast of the sky ,, the sky was super super rich saturated in blue and then there were strands of clouds going through it which were super white in color super super white resulting in this beautiful super bright contrast ,, the scene was super beautiful adding the beautiful magic to the day ,, it was healing and uplifting and adding beautiful richness and beautiful abundance to ones souls 

الحمدلله

what a beautiful morning

 yesterday while i was heading to sleep i look from our bed room window to see the moon cause it's light was there and i couldn't see it and wouldn't want to open the rest of the window to not wake up my sister who was sleeping at that time and she was a very light sleeper ,, anyhow i saw clouds there where the light beaming through lightly and then went to sleep while being like oh i want to see the moon ,, i woke up earlier and after i prayed and read my quran hanan told me to look at the moon ,,from the huge window hehe and then as i was coming i was telling her that i

farewell twt & insta

 i didnt know that i am finally coming to this ,, i deleted my twt and insta accounts today and they will be totally gone after 30 days as they stated in their websites ( incase you regret doing so and want to come back ) any how the day has come and i didnt expect this ,, the reason the huge reason i let go of them cause how my life

a gift from my own deigo

a necklace a beautiful crescent moon necklace with beautiful words ,

 a gift from my own deigo (๑ºั ³ ˘๑)♥

i logged out and deleted twt and insta apps from my phone

its to change the way we approach it ,, i mean in regards to social media ,,, there is a beauty there and its such a way to engage , interact and enjoy with other peoples around you but its time , body , mind and life consuming and lots of different things that if u didnt pay much attention to those negatives it may deteriorate your life .

so hear i am ( although i was not that huge consumer these days especially since ramadan began ) , i logged out from my twt and insta and deleted the apps from my phone and i am gonna check them like from time to time ,, like maybe to check them and be there once a year ,, like how we travel to another destinations for awhile ,, yeah like that i am traveling to insta and twt on that time period once a year or maybe once every two years  ,, regardless and then come back from that journey to my life . or i may never go back there to these places 

to that beautiful art

 watching kaiketsu zorro with the arabic dub one feels like meditating ,, the art behind this series is just breathtaking and wonderful , i lovvvve being on my own while watching it ,, it just lets you meditate and think of life and moments here and there and you are already taking lessons amazing lessons from it ,, the amount of serenity , calmness , simplicity , lightness , balance , wisdom and tranquility and the joy of life i feel after doing so,, watching just one of its episodes already transcends me to those levels ,, the amount of joy and all these pretty sprinkles that i feel are unmatched and indescribable ,, its like that precious treasure that i again found and again to cherish forever ,, a beautiful priceless art for life 

a date with the moon

 these days since eid started ,, i almost watched the moon from evenings till pass midnights !! , the beauty of this creature that it radiates its light in beautiful outstanding captivating ways ,, its just captivates u and you want to spend your night under moonlight watching it being mesmerize by this beauty and having peace within your self ,, i am always like: i have a date with the moon tonight 

29 . 04

 since i bought these stickers https://enchancozreamy.blogspot.com/2023/04/dive-into-stickers.html and i have so much joy doing art journals ,, i am excited almost everyday to paste stickers , colorful papers , arranging and doing here and there ,, the amount of joy i have such a beautiful and priceless experience and i am super thankful for that 

i transported yesterday while be in my place

 a shower , a rain shower that showers your heart mind body and soul beautiful yet strong rain that changed the way of its falling very drastically in few minutes that my sister hanan and i witnessed ,, this magical miracle scene ,, 

it was raining normally at the beginning and then me and hanan stood in front of the window which i opened it till the end prior in the morning and then while we were watching and being super happy relaxed joyed with it and hanan was saying