about our trip to jeddah that happened on february . part 1.

that was a beautiful trip , the 1st trip for me to outside the city ( ta'if ) after the pandemic , we went to jeddah for my sister muna badminton match , the match was on friday after noon , so me and my brother who drove us there went with my sister who about to do the match . we went early in the morning of friday around 7 o'clock , then we arrived at hour hotel at 10 ~ 11 as i could remember , the beautiful hotel that i booked and looked for it from google map , it was such a beautiful elegant clean hotel we got there rest for awhile and then i explore the apartment and then after we had lunch we went the place where my sister had the match on , we dropped her there ( we cant enter with her cause there was no allowance for other people to come inside only the players ) and then we go back , my brother went to

whats living through out the day looks like to me .

yesterday i did lots of living things , watching fancams of monsta x chicago concert day one , to watch kihyun's vlive ( or maybe kihyun's vlive was first ) the eat my breakfast which i did super early like around 6 a.m then to go to take a full shower then went to my social medias accounts and unfollow each one who do illustrations and then posted my original illustrations for sale then did farewell to illustration and drawing world and i felt super satisfied and contented then posted blog a blog post then asked for driving lessons and then after that i solidified my position in life mentally hahahaha i mean regarding the way i function in life ( i may talk about it later in the future ) and then went to make lunch and wash dishes then

no more calculating the time .

 i noticed that habit of me of calculating and monitoring the time , like always especially when its about to hit 12 o'clock pm , like if someone in a hurry and have to finish things up on time and before the supposed time lol , sometimes its o.k to do so ( well even in that matter i prefer not to do ) on the other hand this become a toxic habit that prisons you and makes you always being anxious and nervous and always in a panic to finish things on its time and u transfer these emotions to whom around you .

once u become aware of that and then stop doing it ur life become in an ease and you will be much more in contented , happy and feeling the easiness and the comfort and doing what u r doing on its own time actually your body will move with your flow peacefully cause it feels the secure that u give it by letting all these un ease thoughts to go and let them to disappear and not to come back ever again.

have a great awesome abundant day and night beautiful people ♡.

welcome , Ramadan ,,

 Ramadan is about to knock the door ,, maybe tomorrow or the day after on sunday ( it confirmed to be tomorrow ) will be the start of the holy month !! 

instead of filling it with lots and lots of traditions these which burden your soul and make its entrance super heavy and super unlikable as with progress of the time when years continue to move ,,,

those traditions .. these are not healthy at all ,,,

take ramadan with light wighted and light hearted ,,,,with light entrance and light days and weeks ,,, as light and beautiful as it is .

i absolutely adore & love ramadan and its such a beautiful gift from Allah ,,

i am always thankful ~ ♡ ,,

attending monsta x the dreaming movie.

hello beautiful people 

today am gonna talk about my experience of attending monsta x the dreaming movie 😆😉✌💌🎀💗💖💕. 

at the beginning i wanted to go there so badly and then when they announced that the film will be aired in the country that i live ( saudi arabia ) i got lots of mixed emotions , one is that i stopped watching movies and series years ago so i dont want to watch and i was hesitant to go from the beginning , the other one is  that i was super excited and super happy that monsta x are in cinamas all around the world ,, anyhow i was like that in a battle of emotions , till then they didn't announced that the film will be aired in the city that i live so it was like bursting a bubble i was super sad and was about to cry and then i said its o.k its all good then

beautiful life scenes .

 who's need a movie or a drama series when u can watch it live from your window , beautiful night scenes that i am witnessing before when it was raining till now !! you indulge deeply in the moments and flow with beautiful ambience that rain and the little cold were taking a part of that magical scene ఇ 。。。

to be contented .

 to anxiety people to u who is feeling anxious of anything. empty your mind. don't feel ashamed. 

empty your head :

 take it easy .

 breathe in breathe out . 

empty your time empty your self don't occupy you self don't stare too much on your screen at your laptop at your phone stare into the space into the blank space . staring at the screen and watching listening spending ur time on the internet will occupy your mind and stuff it with so many things that will kept accumulating , hold on those negative thoughts and hinders your movements that make u anxious of everything every movement every place and every human !!!!!! 

breathing and staring at nothing / at the nature ( meditation ) , sleeping , working on your self like cleaning organizing chatting with someone good & worthy dancing and jumping empty out all these ideas ,think that u r living your life naturally so

어느 날에 하늘!!

 이 취미 있으면 없으면 궁금해요?!

제가 하늘 보기 너무 좋아가지고 그게 취미로 부르는데 나한테 취미 보다는 내 삶에 필수적인 것이에용 이렇게 하늘이 얼마나 넓은지.. 색은 메번 바뀌고 곳곳에 아름다운 새들이 있어요.. 제가 몇시 동안 계속 보고   ... 마음이 🥺 너무 행복해 🥰 

매일 매일 너무 고마운 마음 살아요 😆💕.

in the beauty i dive !

 in that spectrum of life searching for my own self .

in a mid of this wildness ..and broad universe .

the art .. the beauty ..the unknown and the known terms ..

there is so much beauty people things scenes scenery in life that i love to capture embrace and admire ..ఇ

don't drift with your negative emotions !!

 don't drift with your negative emotions , when you are solving things when you had a conversation with someone to solve things up to made conflicts clear . don't take things into personal and negative emotional level .

easily hearted !

 start the day with breath in breath out ..

charging one self with beautiful , healing , uplifting and good energy ..

regardless of where u are right now *

starting the day with being thankful , being grateful and rotating & shifting your mind toward appreciating every good thing GOD gave, gives and will give you...ఇ

create your own day , create your own world !!

  get up early set your mood before getting out of the bed , fill your self with good feelings be thankful and grateful to have start a new day , change up your clothes , your hair , arrange your room your bed your house even if u r at home or u gonna go out side if u don't have time when you wake up before work or starting your activities wake up a little bit early and start your own time your own world create your own environment your own cozy environment , set up your self for the whole day... even if they are small changes make them like changing up your pajamas to another clothes ..it really lit up your mood your day !! comb you hair change your hair style add a pin here add a poppy pin there !! fill up your self with good feelings recharge your self with good energies and lets go ~ 😊

We are for each others !

 hello beautiful people

how have u been ?! 

am hoping u all doing well and great ^^ 

today i was like i wanna write something in early morning ! around 4 a.m ~ its 5 a.m right now .

that people are for each others , we are here for each others helping each others and living together , humans are connected , we are not isolated and if someone wants a hand , we offer it and vice versa !

i think its fascinating to have that kind of connection and affection for others , that

The important of sitting with your self !!!!

the emptiness leads you to let things out , to sort things , things will be sorted out on their ways .

when we occupy ourselves with things , try to busy our selves and stuff it to the point that there is no space to breathe , no space to live out and live life  .

u become so suffocated with time , unable to breath , unable to live , to enjoy ur life ..

in this time that we r living with increasing the demand or with increasing the time that we r spending being busy here and there stuffed our life moments with things from here and there especially being online almost all the time, without taking time

Ways of treating and healing !!

✏as I studied and finished clinical pharmacy.. I was observing and studying treatment ways healing ways etc with my self.. asking too many questions... and the fact that it inserted in you mind ( in somehow ) that these types or methods are the only one valid ( the one I focus on my uni studies) and the other don't have proves, not valid.. etc..

made me wonder a lot until I realized that there are tons ways of healing.. !!

and lots of times it imprinted in our heads & make us believe that there are only one or two methods valid.. like just give him this medication and that's it.. if it