Breakfast at one day !

🍁 date : 20201013 

My journey with monsta x photo books comma & xiesta !

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I ordered these two huge photo books of monsta x in July and then I received them at the end of August.. have started to flip the books and am still to finish the second one

Like a cloud & a bird !

i almost gave up in life ...it was hard ..i didn't know what to do ..no one did ..didn't like to receive sympathy ..wanted to endure all of that and go with life ..but the pain kept raising ..my chest and my heart became heavier and heavier ..i couldn't walk in life simply like others ..i have to stop working and doing

I Love Rain !

️I love rain, I live in a place that doesn't have humidity so when it rains it almost always comes with cool breezes and cool winds .

rain makes you feel in ease and calm.. it showers your soul and heals your heart..

when it rains.. my soul transfer to the surreal land.. I enter a dreamy land.. I

Push Push : Grab It !

don't panic.. panic will not solve your problems.. it will increase it just... instead think about the situation differently.. you are not alone in this.. and while u r counting down the days to be free again.. think of how u can solve this situation how to walk through this maze.. how to help others and to it as a game..!

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I am not discriminating ur situation no not at all we are all in this.. and we are helping each other..

this is a great opportunity if u look at it in a different perspective.. to sit with 

Life Scene : Ramadan 2020 Light Heart Warming Entrance !

before ..I used to be a little nervous yet excited about Ramadan coming.. days before it.. the thing is now my nervousness increase in somehow in un healthy way due to things that happened ... so I started to feel that huge heavy wight in my chest..prior to its start !

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Now as I became aware of it (here how) I fixed the issue..

make it like other days in terms of dividing times throughout the day.. I think what helps me into doing that is fasting for few days sequentially two weeks prior Ramadan begin.. So times in the days are still the same and is like I am eating breakfast 'stop drinking caffeine ,made a huge difference too ' earlier than usual like 3~4:30 a.m and then eating lunch at the

From Here & There : To Separate Your Emotions !

 Learn how to separate your emotions from situations.. especially if you are a highly sensitive human being.. don't overload your self with taking all the emotions.. with carrying all those feelings.. practice to separate your emotions.. control them.. not to be evolve with everything.. to channel them the right way..
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set the intention and work your way up.. don't pile up your feelings inside until they eat you up.. build your inside and learn how to use your emotions positively.. don't let your emotions affect you negatively and let you lose control over your self ..over your life.. don't dwell into them.. take your time to express it and move forward.. don't let them hindrance your moving and stopping you from

From Here & There : Another Way To Process !

Sometimes its a nice way to put your words , thoughts & feelings in a paper ..vomit there ( hahaha ) .. then its also nice to just process these feelings into your head ..cry as you want & then move on ...

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its not a necessity & a must to do things to write down your feelings each day

& every moment..

things ..feelings ..thoughts need time to be processed .

if you have someone to talk to ..trust worthy & comfortably do it so ... if not take a time alone & set in some place to breath & to think about it ..take your

Moments To Remember : Something in my mind !!

here is the dreamy me.. want to meet and work with MONSTA X 7.. don't know how it will happen.. but definitely something I desire and look forward this year 2020.. and may it works out smoothly, peacefully , enjoyably 

and beautifully be remembered !
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Moments To Remember : Hello 2020 !

I don't know how to write about my feelings (of 2019) here ..but .. people talk about their goals and starting their plans ...if they achieved it or not ..if they executed them or not ...well ..my feeling at this moment that am writing right now is so so deep ..thinking and looking far away from inside ..the fact that i regained my health ..the fact ...mmm i am tearing up right now ..cause i am very very thankful to GOD ..for helping me and always to stand up again on my