From Here & There : Another Way To Process !

Sometimes its a nice way to put your words , thoughts & feelings in a paper ..vomit there ( hahaha ) .. then its also nice to just process these feelings into your head ..cry as you want & then move on ...

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its not a necessity & a must to do things to write down your feelings each day

& every moment..

things ..feelings ..thoughts need time to be processed .

if you have someone to talk to ..trust worthy & comfortably do it so ... if not take a time alone & set in some place to breath & to think about it ..take your

Moments To Remember : Something in my mind !!

here is the dreamy me.. want to meet and work with MONSTA X 7.. don't know how it will happen.. but definitely something I desire and look forward this year 2020.. and may it works out smoothly, peacefully , enjoyably 

and beautifully be remembered !
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Moments To Remember : Hello 2020 !

I don't know how to write about my feelings (of 2019) here ..but .. people talk about their goals and starting their plans ...if they achieved it or not ..if they executed them or not ...well ..my feeling at this moment that am writing right now is so so deep ..thinking and looking far away from inside ..the fact that i regained my health ..the fact ...mmm i am tearing up right now ..cause i am very very thankful to GOD ..for helping me and always to stand up again on my

Push Push : Phrases Written By Me !

Hello beautiful people 
here are some sentences like Phrases that i have been written 
past months ...some Lessons in Life 🍃
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Throw the age limit, shine on ur own time and ( don't forget to ) keep moving forward...

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Don't consume with other people feelings and with ur feelings too.. feel it.. then up up.. don't sunk forever !!

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Don't attached to things so desperately.. and don't force people to like things.... take everything light hearted.. and live ur life freely and delightfully.. cause while ur are in the road.. there will be people whose absolutely and surely will

Have This : My Love For OH MY GIRL !

when u 1st see them from a far... u may misunderstood them and feel : they are like those cutesy soft " cringy sometimes" girl group type... but no.. when they say don't judge the book from its cover.. that saying apply very strongly on OH MY GIRL.. 

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a kpop group that have a special kind of "softy & fantasy fairy tale! " girls image.. that has its uniqueness and diversity involving them.. they kept consistent and diverse since their debut.. adding that special genre into them. 

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hello today I will gonna talk about this beautiful kpop girl group that I admire and adore.. they have that genre and style that makes you feel like you are

From Here & There : Being Super Busy & Time Being Super Fast !

About being busy and time flies so fast when using social media !!

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a thing I noticed.. that sometimes in this generation and age people tend to be busy all the time.. and social media being an important "thing" I mean an essential in today's life.. people kept getting busier and busier.. and without realizing that.. time flies so fast.. and You who had started high school yesterday ,  r looking back at it today as if it was a blink of an eye journey cause u r entering university today and wondering how the time flew by like this.. !

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something I realized when I deleted my social media accounts back then that it was literally time consuming and the days passed so fast without u be actually aware of that.. then u realize you grow up so quickly.. becoming

Push Push : a Return !

Sometimes things ( bad things ) happened to u in your way to make you go back to ur original self ..sometimes things happened to u to turn back to who u r..to the free you ...to return to you ..to that free bird ..that free bird who have forgotten who he / she is ..originally ...sometimes things happened to you to wake you up to make you go to that higher self you ..to that beautiful creature ..to that dreamy you ...to that flying you ..to restart ..to clean your wings from the dust that have been accumulated inside you for long long time ..!

To that dreamy you ..you have returned ..you have been formatted and restarted again ..raise your head up ..fly to the sky ..the journey has just began ..!

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From Here & There : Tranquility !

We fear of missing things..

we couldn't indulge in the moment without being interrupted.. we fear of missing out things.. so we stay connected sometimes just to waste our times and to not feel alone.. even that translated or trascripted into other aspects of our reality..

for ex: I will eat this.. just incase I will not gonna have it again ( in one anxious mind).. sending this to ur brain and body.. and then it will be so difficult for ur body to lose weight.. cause it gonna hold on things afraiding of

Push Push : On That Side Of Closing Up !!!

 Not everyone see whats inside you ..unless you say it ..you talk about it ...most of people can't see ..you can't blame them ..

if you want them to see the inside you like that ..feel you ..to know what is inside ( without you expressing it in sounds ) , well seldom of people may notice but majority ..the most of them will not ...!

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you may be angry & upset ..cause no one notice  .. but don't blame them ..no one will know whats inside you unless you express it ..if you don't want them to

Push Push : Introvert vs Extrovert !

its nice to balance things ..whether you are an introvert or an extrovert ..social or non social ..its nice to play with things like The circus player & balance them all ..

from here and there moving slowly and enjoying your life in all its forms..

* being introverted doesn't necessarily means you are anxious ..but sometimes

Push Push : Flying words toward you !

 

Sometimes we are enclosed with our selves in our own cages ... but we can't realize it ...thinking we just can't handle our relationships with others anymore ..and while we indulge in & out of our made reality that was created by our selves we going far and far away drafted by & with others ... without us realizing that these things kept us caged.. we blame our selves to be like what we are ..we blame ..blame ..and continuing blaming .. 

& without realizing that these things are temporary and will solve with time with effort ..we are thinking that thats our reality and we cant change it ..thats what we will cont living like ..NO ..thats not true Not at all ...instead my friend ..what about to sit down with your self ..without writing ..without watching ..without

Push Push : Quit the addiction of social media !

Well (sometimes) u do quit something when it start to affect ur day &/or ur health so

badly ... somehow..!

social media more of like isolating media. it's nice when u post for an event, eventful day or some discussion in some how.. more than that ( even these are not that necessary to post about) are just wasting of time like to catch up on people lives multiple times a day ... even if posting or u aren't posting anything and just scrolling through ur feeds..

*it may control your ego and u may not be aware of that until the time pass by  !!

* it may waste your time and at the end of the day you cry out thinking how is

Life Scene : January videos !

Hello beautiful people

Here are 2 videos Life Scene videos i made last month in January ..in case you

Push Push : Today's after math !

Like the thing that is most importantly you would learn for Today is to Focus on Your Self .. sometimes if not most of the time u get distracted by tonz of distractions that kept u away from ur vision and ur goals.. 
and with that saying it came a long the way the external 
noise like outside noise of house on streets, on other meetings,
 plays, gatherings etc... (hope u understand what I mean here hehe) but what

Life Scene : Suddenly !

Suddenly a group of people who u grew up with ... change their tastes , preferences & interests in somehow !! sometimes to changes that are not related to urs.. and it may makes u feel u r lost in somehow.. they became different person than u with different worlds ... their own worlds.. !
its super weird and it may makes u sad sometimes.. sometimes it happened to those little creatures whom u were taking care of and u have been watching them grow up and expand to more new things and to more different worlds than urs ...! creating & discovering their identities ..

u may feel empty.. far away from them.. in somehow.. but this is exactly how ur