Breakfast at one day !

🍁 date : 20201013 

My journey with monsta x photo books comma & xiesta !

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I ordered these two huge photo books of monsta x in July and then I received them at the end of August.. have started to flip the books and am still to finish the second one

Like a cloud & a bird !

i almost gave up in life ...it was hard ..i didn't know what to do ..no one did ..didn't like to receive sympathy ..wanted to endure all of that and go with life ..but the pain kept raising ..my chest and my heart became heavier and heavier ..i couldn't walk in life simply like others ..i have to stop working and doing

I Love Rain !

️I love rain, I live in a place that doesn't have humidity so when it rains it almost always comes with cool breezes and cool winds .

rain makes you feel in ease and calm.. it showers your soul and heals your heart..

when it rains.. my soul transfer to the surreal land.. I enter a dreamy land.. I

Push Push : Grab It !

don't panic.. panic will not solve your problems.. it will increase it just... instead think about the situation differently.. you are not alone in this.. and while u r counting down the days to be free again.. think of how u can solve this situation how to walk through this maze.. how to help others and to it as a game..!

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I am not discriminating ur situation no not at all we are all in this.. and we are helping each other..

this is a great opportunity if u look at it in a different perspective.. to sit with 

Life Scene : Ramadan 2020 Light Heart Warming Entrance !

before ..I used to be a little nervous yet excited about Ramadan coming.. days before it.. the thing is now my nervousness increase in somehow in un healthy way due to things that happened ... so I started to feel that huge heavy wight in my chest..prior to its start !

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Now as I became aware of it (here how) I fixed the issue..

make it like other days in terms of dividing times throughout the day.. I think what helps me into doing that is fasting for few days sequentially two weeks prior Ramadan begin.. So times in the days are still the same and is like I am eating breakfast 'stop drinking caffeine ,made a huge difference too ' earlier than usual like 3~4:30 a.m and then eating lunch at the

From Here & There : To Separate Your Emotions !

 Learn how to separate your emotions from situations.. especially if you are a highly sensitive human being.. don't overload your self with taking all the emotions.. with carrying all those feelings.. practice to separate your emotions.. control them.. not to be evolve with everything.. to channel them the right way..
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set the intention and work your way up.. don't pile up your feelings inside until they eat you up.. build your inside and learn how to use your emotions positively.. don't let your emotions affect you negatively and let you lose control over your self ..over your life.. don't dwell into them.. take your time to express it and move forward.. don't let them hindrance your moving and stopping you from

From Here & There : Another Way To Process !

Sometimes its a nice way to put your words , thoughts & feelings in a paper ..vomit there ( hahaha ) .. then its also nice to just process these feelings into your head ..cry as you want & then move on ...

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its not a necessity & a must to do things to write down your feelings each day

& every moment..

things ..feelings ..thoughts need time to be processed .

if you have someone to talk to ..trust worthy & comfortably do it so ... if not take a time alone & set in some place to breath & to think about it ..take your

Moments To Remember : Something in my mind !!

here is the dreamy me.. want to meet and work with MONSTA X 7.. don't know how it will happen.. but definitely something I desire and look forward this year 2020.. and may it works out smoothly, peacefully , enjoyably 

and beautifully be remembered !
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Moments To Remember : Hello 2020 !

I don't know how to write about my feelings (of 2019) here ..but .. people talk about their goals and starting their plans ...if they achieved it or not ..if they executed them or not ...well ..my feeling at this moment that am writing right now is so so deep ..thinking and looking far away from inside ..the fact that i regained my health ..the fact ...mmm i am tearing up right now ..cause i am very very thankful to GOD ..for helping me and always to stand up again on my

Push Push : Phrases Written By Me !

Hello beautiful people 
here are some sentences like Phrases that i have been written 
past months ...some Lessons in Life 🍃
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Throw the age limit, shine on ur own time and ( don't forget to ) keep moving forward...

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Don't consume with other people feelings and with ur feelings too.. feel it.. then up up.. don't sunk forever !!

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Don't attached to things so desperately.. and don't force people to like things.... take everything light hearted.. and live ur life freely and delightfully.. cause while ur are in the road.. there will be people whose absolutely and surely will

Have This : My Love For OH MY GIRL !

when u 1st see them from a far... u may misunderstood them and feel : they are like those cutesy soft " cringy sometimes" girl group type... but no.. when they say don't judge the book from its cover.. that saying apply very strongly on OH MY GIRL.. 

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a kpop group that have a special kind of "softy & fantasy fairy tale! " girls image.. that has its uniqueness and diversity involving them.. they kept consistent and diverse since their debut.. adding that special genre into them. 

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hello today I will gonna talk about this beautiful kpop girl group that I admire and adore.. they have that genre and style that makes you feel like you are

From Here & There : Being Super Busy & Time Being Super Fast !

About being busy and time flies so fast when using social media !!

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a thing I noticed.. that sometimes in this generation and age people tend to be busy all the time.. and social media being an important "thing" I mean an essential in today's life.. people kept getting busier and busier.. and without realizing that.. time flies so fast.. and You who had started high school yesterday ,  r looking back at it today as if it was a blink of an eye journey cause u r entering university today and wondering how the time flew by like this.. !

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something I realized when I deleted my social media accounts back then that it was literally time consuming and the days passed so fast without u be actually aware of that.. then u realize you grow up so quickly.. becoming

Push Push : a Return !

Sometimes things ( bad things ) happened to u in your way to make you go back to ur original self ..sometimes things happened to u to turn back to who u r..to the free you ...to return to you ..to that free bird ..that free bird who have forgotten who he / she is ..originally ...sometimes things happened to you to wake you up to make you go to that higher self you ..to that beautiful creature ..to that dreamy you ...to that flying you ..to restart ..to clean your wings from the dust that have been accumulated inside you for long long time ..!

To that dreamy you ..you have returned ..you have been formatted and restarted again ..raise your head up ..fly to the sky ..the journey has just began ..!

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From Here & There : Tranquility !

We fear of missing things..

we couldn't indulge in the moment without being interrupted.. we fear of missing out things.. so we stay connected sometimes just to waste our times and to not feel alone.. even that translated or trascripted into other aspects of our reality..

for ex: I will eat this.. just incase I will not gonna have it again ( in one anxious mind).. sending this to ur brain and body.. and then it will be so difficult for ur body to lose weight.. cause it gonna hold on things afraiding of